Well that was quite an eventful month once again, huh?

Anyways, it's Halloween! Which also means... welcome to yet another end of the month blog post!

I decided that for the thumbnail for this one I'm gonna use my Halloween artwork for this year for this occasion, plus I was still occupied with other stuff and I'll be getting to it in a bit.

So with that being said... let's talk about what happened on my end first as usual.

Unfortunately this year spooky month has been... meh for me. Which is a shame because it's my most favorite time of the year even though it's been pretty shit but still. I had to deal with few more dentist appointments (because of fucking course) but I'm finally happy to announce that I'm done with those for a while! So far I have no more dental issues so I hope it's gonna stay that way for now at least. I fought this battle for like… nearly 3 months after Art Fight I think? And I'm just glad it seem to be finally over.

Other than my dental nightmares... I had to take so many days off from socials this month because it kept getting hectic (it still is). I never took so many of those before in my entire life but sadly I can only take so much, otherwise I'll break. I've been thinking about working on some vent art but I just kept putting it off... I may still do it later, just not now because I don't have time to focus on that.

Aside battling with the horrors from the universe... nothing else new on my end. I've been just mostly chilling and also slowly trying to get back into the swing of things (god I've been saying it so many times this year because everything just keeps being chaotic), slowly but surely tackling some art and now that I'm done dealing with horrors I'm gonna finally do my best to be consistent again. I miss drawing often and I think it's finally time.

Speaking about art... this month I've done 6 artworks in total. (Welp, the 6th one is gonna be at the end of the blog post and I'll be also posting it shortly after.)

(Oops, mostly all Lerun except for the Cure Arcana fanart LOL. May happen again!)

A drawing of a pink hybrid bunny/alpaca, wearing a dual colored lavender/dark purple jester hat with silver orbs on its tips, a same colored jester dress with a light-lavender bow with a silver orb with a red eye on it. She makes a smug smile. Pumpkin and spider web can be seen in the background.
A drawing of a pink hybrid bunny/alpaca, wearing a dual colored (lavender and darker lavender) jester outfit with a lighter lavender bow with a gray bell with red eye on it. She's floating in the evening sky while being surrounder by lavender lightning/spheres.
A drawing of a gift with long pink hair dyed pink, has pink eyes, wears wing-shaped tiara with golden hear and pink teardrop stone on it, white bow and dress. She holds a pink rod with a closed white lily shape on it while looking at two white lilies.
A drawing of a pink hybrid bunny/alpaca, wearing a dual lavender (lighter and darker) jester outfit with the gray bells on the tips of the hat and same one but with red eye in the middle of it on the bow of the dress. She has a stoic look while being surrounded by shiny red eyes.
A drawing of a small pink creature with bunny ears and tail, has a lighter pink hair/wool and wears yellow star compact. She's sitting while watching two sprouts growing.

I also made a decision to step away from most of the sites and just focus on Bluesky/ATProto-based sites I'm on and Toyhouse/Unvale again because with how this year has been treating me I don't have spoons, so I must do what I can right now.

That's pretty much it on my end. Moving to things that happened in general.

Man, it just keeps being hectic!

Bluesky staff being Bluesky staff as usual, Pillowfort shutting down on December 4th (which I saw coming considering the devs were struggling with funds to keep the site alive and I haven't used it much but it's still sad), more innocent lives being taken away from this world... it's just been chaotic and I'm all over the place.

I'm trying so hard to not crash out on main again but it's been really hard to hold in... but I'm doing my best to keep my chin up. And now that the universe seem to stop kicking my butt (at least for now) I can finally distract myself by working on art because it's the only thing that keeps me sane.

So... now we nearly at the end of the blog post. But before that...

Since October is ending that means... my birthday is around the corner! This November 30th will mark my last year of being in my 20s and oh boy, I'm kinda not ready to be a hag soon...

Aside that... I'm excited, but at the same time with how this year been going and the universe treating me like shit I'm terrified of how it's gonna go... I'm scared that my birthday is gonna be shit this year... I just hope that in the end it'll turn out to be okay regardless and I'm gonna have a good time.

And with that, it's time for the end of this blog post.

As usual: please make sure to take care of yourselves. Don't forget to stretch, hydrate, eat proper meals and rest well. Don't work too hard and don't scroll social media too much. Check on your friends and loved ones.

And always remember: love is stronger than hate!

See you on the next blog post, whenever that is.

And lastly... Happy Halloween!

A drawing of a pink hybrid bunny/alpaca, wearing a dual colored lavender (lighter and darker) jester hat and dress. She's holding a pumpkin with Halloween candies/sweets while smiling with eyes closed. Text: Happy Halloween!