*insert a very creative title about yet another exhausting month here* (End of the month blog post - 30.04.2026)

Jesus Christ, can't believe it's time for another end of the month blog post... time surely flies...

Sorry for keeping on not having Social Preview Thumbnails for my blog posts, I'm still trying my best to get back into the swing of things so I'm taking it slow and easy.

So... to no surprise to anybody it has been yet another exhausting month for a lot of us, including me. And a slow one too.

As usual, let's start with what happened on my side of things.

This month has started with me recovering from my second wisdom tooth surgery. If you don't remember I've wrote a blog post about it. After that I finally went to replace my tooth filling after having to delay it for so long and then I had my cardiography and lungs' scan appointments.

Originally I was also planning to get my blood drawn, but as usual the universe keeps delivering me worst surprises ever... I had a runny nose because my mom caught something, yippee! Thankfully it wasn't full sickness surprisingly so I recovered pretty quickly. Unfortunately due to that my blood draw appointment had to be cancelled for now so we can't do it since the doctor's referral got expired. We'll figure something out but it'll have to cost money...

Aside from appointments' hell just like for the past couple of months it hasn't really been a productive one for me... lately it's been hard for me to be motivated to do anything... but I think it's safe to say I'm slowly getting my motivation to draw back now. I'll be going back to traditional art for a little while and if I do digital then it's most likely gonna be Chiikawa!Lerun doodles. I pretty much consider that form to be her low energy form.

And for the general stuff.

Boy oh boy, Bluesky has been collapsing a lot with its so called "Cool vibe coding"...

Originally a couple of weeks ago I decided to resume my usual activity but with how the staff members being a complete circus I decided to go back to reducing it indefinitely, and that means my Chitter account too. I'm still checking Bluesky/main Mastodon account once/twice per day and posting/bumping my art and updates but otherwise I'm just done for now because I'm so fucking tired. Other sites just don't have the same feeling as Bluesky and I accepted that fact.

I already said that before but social media sucks nowadays. If I leave Bluesky then I leave social media forever because I can't bother jumping ships anymore. It's exhausting. I really need to start working on my website.

The world keeps getting scarier, techbros taking over the internet and at this point I'm really worried for the future now. It's really hard to stay hopeful but I'm gonna keep doing my best to keep my chin up.

This is pretty much the end of this blog post.

Please make sure to take care of yourself. Don't forget to stretch, hydrate, eat proper meals and rest well. Don't work too hard and don't scroll social media too much. Check on your friends and loved ones.

And always remember: love is stronger than hate!

I'll see you in the next blog post, whenever that is.