A transparency about everything.

Oh boy, didn't really want this to be my first blog post on this new blog site after I moved them again but here we are :)

Let's start with getting right to the point: I may be burned out.

My social battery got drained real quick after October and recently I also got to the point where I'm too tired to be active on too many places besides Bluesky... so for the time being I decided to limit myself to just posting/bumping my art on other sites, but I may honestly just... stop focusing on them for good.

Someone suggested me to use PostyBird, but the sad reality is that the site bans people in my country from accessing the site due to obvious reasons. (Boy I sure love living in the dumpsterfire country that is Russia! /s) So that's why very soon I may have to focus just on Bluesky and other sites that are based on ATProto.

Recently I was resting to make sure my finger recovers from a popped blood vessel. I was so itching to get back into the swing of things and finally draw again as Halloween was around the corner. I did the Halloween drawing of this year. However, after this... the energy left me instantly. It felt like I didn't rest enough. So for the time being, and potentially the rest of the year I may have to slow down on the art just to make sure I'm fully rested. I do intend on making at least two artworks this upcoming week: one is Pocky day which is coming in 2 days and the other one is Mega Chimecho because oh god, I love its design. But after that there may be a chance I may be limiting myself to just one artwork per week for the most part. We shall see.

Jesus Christ, the horrors just keep persisting.

There's also a major natural disaster happening in a certain part of the world, which makes me really worried about a certain someone I really care about and love a lot and I really hope they'll be okay... this is honestly the reason why I'm mostly quiet for the weekend. I just can't help but worry.

Life please, stop throwing more challenges at everyone, we don't need that anymore especially on my birthday month! We've had enough! We don't want any more major events, bad news and nature disasters happening! It's too much!

Anyways, to conclude this blog post... I just wanna say thank you all so much for being patient with me while all of that stuff keeps happening. 2025 is almost over and I really don't want anything bad happen again. We all are.

Please make sure to be kind to yourself, eat/drink/sleep well, take a break from socials/internet if you can and just... do something nice for yourself. We all need this during those trying times.

See you later.